2026/09: Poisonous Prestige

I’m a writer. An aspiring author, you might say.

My current project, V1-Lament, will be my debut novel. I should probably clarify; that’s a working title. A ‘shortname’. I haven’t fully decided on what the novel’s actual title will be yet. But that’s not what this blog entry is about. I’ll explain and explore ‘The Project’ another time.

This entry is about the prestige that comes with being a writer, and how it’s romanticised in a way that can be detrimental to those who dream of becoming writers.

There’s this prevailing myth of the ‘genius author’. The wise intellectual sitting at a typewriter, words flowing from their fingertips to the page as they create a masterpiece. It’s rustic and comfortable. Like a mug of hot chocolate with its marshmallow islands, a warm fireplace on a winter day, all knitted sweaters and cosy simplicity. Think of author portraits; the dignified intellectual with an open book before them, perhaps in an armchair by a fireplace or bookcase, maybe with a plush rug and a dog, quite possibly with a smoking pipe in hand or mouth. A presentation of refinement and class.

It’s a pretty picture. Aspirational.

There’s a respect and prestige that comes with being an author that isn’t there for your plumber or electrician, nor even for artists or musicians – fellow creatives.

A shame, then, that it’s a complete fiction.

I’ve encountered a fair number of people with the dream and goal of writing a novel, people who bought into the lie – that all you need is a good idea and the natural talent to bring it to life with words. Most of that number never finished their first draft, deciding they weren’t born with the ability to create a masterpiece. Of those few who saw their projects through to completion, none were pleased by the ensuing response – or lack thereof – from readers. Their dreams of writing as a career faded, their book series went unfinished, they became disillusioned.

There’s a common belief that writing ability, like intelligence, is something you’re born with.

Neither is true.

Writing is a skillset. Which is to say, creative writing is the culmination and expression of many different skills. Skills that can be learned, understood, practised, improved. All of which require time and patience and a willingness to endure struggle. The willingness to fail and keep trying anyway.

Writing isn’t an intellectual’s pursuit. Though, as with art and music, certain individuals are prone to adopting it as such, using it to flaunt how ‘cultured’ or ‘accomplished’ they are. Truth is, everyone has the capacity to write amazing works. One need not articulate oneself with the cadence of a ponderous intellectual. Ain't nothin' stoppin' you but you. All you need is the drive to grow and improve.

That’s the key ingredient – drive.

So long as you have the will to keep going, and the courage to accept failure, there is nothing stopping you from writing your magnum opus one day.

Too many hopeful, aspiring authors have been crushed by their belief in the myth of the natural-born writer, the illusion of prestige and talent. How many wonderful stories, I wonder, have been lost because dreamers had their eyes opened to the difficulties of creation? Unwritten novels, unsung songs, unpainted pictures; how many must be out there, abandoned forever because their makers felt unworthy to stand beside falsehood?

When the world is presented with this idealised image of writing as a craft, sold on the idea that successful authors are the product of innate talent, is it any wonder so many abandon their ambition to write novels at the first hurdle? At what point does the ‘prestige’ associated with writing warp it from a dream into a deterrent?

I’m under no illusions about my first novel. It’s not going to be some masterwork that’ll break through the static noise of the fiction publishing world, it won’t gain massive acclaim and launch me into the world of my dreams. But I will finish it, polish it to the best of my ability, and release it into the world. For now, that’s enough for me. If all I achieve is a handful of positive reviews, I’ll consider that a success. A masterpiece, it will not be.

And that’s okay. It’s my first novel. I’ll learn from it. I’ll improve. My second novel will be better, and the third after that.

The Project ensures I’ll have plenty of opportunities to grow and improve.

My point is this – if you want to write, write. Be okay with being bad; embrace it, even. Every mistake, every badly implemented idea, is a lesson. Provided you’re willing to accept those lessons, time is the only thing standing between you and success.

And, if I ever release a clichéd author portrait, go ahead and punch me in the face.

2026/08: Preamble Ramble

Hello, world.

As of typing this, the site is incomplete. I've got two pages functional, and several more in the works. Already, I've learned enough to know that my code is inefficient and messy. But that's to be expected from a beginner. I'll come back and rewrite everything at some point, though not any time soon I think. For now, I'm content with what I've created and with learning as I go.

The journey I'm embarking on demands that I acquire new skillsets and learn about numerous topics. Building and maintaining this website is one, but there are so many other pools of knowledge I'll need to dip my toes into.

I could've used so-called ‘AI’ to create this site. As I understand, Large Language Models are competent regurgitators of code. I could have gotten one to vomit out some web pages for me. It would've been easy and, I daresay, those pages would've looked better and had cleaner code than anything I’ve built thus far. But, in doing so, what would I have learned?

Not a damn thing.

Simply asking a Large Language Model to do all the work for me, accepting the result without understanding the underlying principles and processes, would have robbed from myself the opportunity to learn and improve.

Instead, I've discovered that the limited HTML I learned twenty years ago is very much out of date, and that CSS is a thing – and that grids were a real pain for me to wrap my head around, but that they open up so much interesting potential for design layouts. Those decades ago, when I was messing around with HTML, I remember frames being something I used a lot. Even before getting started building (and learning how to build) this website, I knew I wanted to use a HTML frame as a content window of sorts. Which led to a problem that needed workaround, which led to discovering things I'll now be able to apply elsewhere.

I have this philosophy when it comes to making choices. It’s a thought process I’ve had for as long as I can remember. Basically, when I’m presented two or more options, the easiest option is rarely the correct one.

It would’ve been easy for me to lean on ‘AI’ to create this webpage. A few clicks, a typed prompt, and I’d have saved myself days of work and much head scratching over how in the world CSS grids work. Likewise, it would be easy for me to choose not to clean today, and it’d be easy for me to decide to forgo any number of responsibilities in favour of idleness.

But I do have those responsibilities, and I do need to clean. And, while I might’ve opted to use ‘AI’ to create, doing so would’ve been detrimental to me and my aspirations. Large Language Models are, as far as I can tell, a crippling crutch that encourage dependence and laziness in those who rely on them. The mind is a muscle, and delegating its function to an external element can only lead to its atrophy.

I’m proud of what I’ve made so far. And, as I continue to make, I’ll continue to learn and improve and grow. Better that, I say, than to stagnate and regress.

To my future self; how high up the endless mountain has the difficult path taken you?

I can only imagine how amazing the view is from up high.